more now

I feel confident in showing any of you around here. its lovely. everyone should love it thoroughly. but... when one is in seattle they tend to spend their money on:

>coffee: its cold here with hardly any sun so the coffee wakes you up & there are sooo many good places to get it at that your bound to give in sooner or later.

>cigarettes: its cold and they go better with coffee. its just something more people do here.

>food: seattle is known for excellent food. its awesome. so lots of money goes to eating out.

the apt thing is up in the air still so I'm gonna talk about awesome stuff like my job as a

SUPERHERO BABY-SAVER

that's right. I'm that enthused. and I'm full of caffeine daily. ever-learning the art of making an ass outta myself to entertain others. like theatre. fun. it gets you more extroverted. just a side effect of the job.

talking to strangers on the street and getting them to save babies. in a non-political non-religious sense of course and nothing to do with abortion. impoverished areas and developing countries sorta thing. that's right.

I've freed myself. just to let everyone know. I know what it feels like to be free of all that societal constraint. less conforming/resrictions on my part. less fear. more happy. more traveling in the future. less pressure/stress on striving for a big successful career. fuck it. I'm going to do what I want and whatever job makes me happier etc instead of looking at dolar signs. yay. a whole big enthused yell from all my 19yr 6month aged cells.

now, many people will laugh at this and most all adults will tell me I'm a silly energetic youth. damn right. I'm going to live outright to the fullest at all times. its so much better that way. for me. it works best for me. and its the right choice for me. and I'm still uber-excited about going to Evergreen College. there's no way I won't end up going there. I promise more pics in the future. and I guarantee less contact time from me because I've been so busy lately. love.